she's out in the hallway talkin on the phone w/ her pops or somebody & she's tellin him the plans. it aint that im eavesdroppin on purpose but these doors are thin & she's got a big voice.
TracimusLynnicus: jus
pra verbs: traaaaaaaayceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
TracimusLynnicus: sup?
pra verbs: chillin sis
pra verbs: supwit you?
TracimusLynnicus: feelin a lil melancholy
TracimusLynnicus: britt's finna move in w/ the boyfriend
TracimusLynnicus: im like officially alone & shit
pra verbs: so y'all won't even be neighbors now?
TracimusLynnicus: no
TracimusLynnicus: dude's crib is a good 35 minute walk away
TracimusLynnicus: not that id be invited over anyway
pra verbs: why not?
pra verbs: it's like that?
TracimusLynnicus: yeah
TracimusLynnicus: soon as dude came in the picture we just stopped kickin it.
TracimusLynnicus: aint no room for nobody else
TracimusLynnicus: i got straight pushed aside
TracimusLynnicus: i dont know exactly how i feel about that at the moment
pra verbs: damn
TracimusLynnicus: i mean i understand her bein excited about him or whatever
TracimusLynnicus: if my sweetie was close enuff i'd be on the same shit
TracimusLynnicus: but i never ever wlda shut her out this way
TracimusLynnicus: ever
TracimusLynnicus: cause i know how this campus is & wld never wanna make her hafta face this shit alone
pra verbs: i feel you
TracimusLynnicus: that was my sister man
TracimusLynnicus: id never had a closer female friend & that meant so much to me
TracimusLynnicus: i cld not have stayed @ this school w/o the friendship we had, u know?
pra verbs: i understand
TracimusLynnicus: im takin shit real personal.
pra verbs: i don't blame you
pra verbs: havin a friend just bounce on you for no reason is somethin hard not to take personal
TracimusLynnicus: things b/t us have deteriorated a lot
TracimusLynnicus: cause even when she comes around i dont really wanna be bothered
TracimusLynnicus: cause im feelin like she just comes around when its convenient for her
TracimusLynnicus: when her mans caint come thru, just go to the back up
TracimusLynnicus: nevermind the fact that the back up has no back up
TracimusLynnicus: this sucks.
pra verbs: i'm sorry trace
TracimusLynnicus: me too, jus
TracimusLynnicus: the rest of this year's gonna be the hardest shit to face
TracimusLynnicus: thank u for listenin & lettin me vent
pra verbs: anytime love
pra verbs: you got a semester and a half to go
pra verbs: it's gonna be rough
pra verbs: but it's not that long
TracimusLynnicus: yeah
TracimusLynnicus: ive not had lotsa friends in my day
TracimusLynnicus: not close ones
TracimusLynnicus: particularly female ones
TracimusLynnicus: it was nice while it lasted
pra verbs: is it absolutely over?
TracimusLynnicus: i dunno. that's my bitterness talkin
TracimusLynnicus: but i mean we've tried to reconcile before
TracimusLynnicus: we spoke more that next day than we had in weeks
TracimusLynnicus: then drifted again
pra verbs: true
TracimusLynnicus: ima try & talk w/ her about it all
pra verbs: yeah, you should do that
TracimusLynnicus: dunno when tho
pra verbs: i'm sure the time will present itself
TracimusLynnicus: well anyway
TracimusLynnicus: how u doin?
looks like the thuggolutionaries is for serious breakin up.
