back @ school.
thru the power of suggestion, i have convinced myself that i am well rested after 5 days of bein at home and ready to get back on the mmmmmotherfukin grind. soon as i finish this ima get crackin on my portion of a 15 page long group paper that i shlda been done had finished.
i slacked sooo freakin much the week before fall break. i was just tapped, man... missed 2 classes, quit hittin the track like i was. half-assin homework assignments. just not doin others.
i feel like i needed that break, tho. i think ive stored up enuff juice to propel me on thru to december 12th when im out this beetch again for crimmus break. nigga!
let's see.. what else..
oh.
not gonna get to go see Little Brother tomorrow.
no transportation. & when it gets right damn down to it i really oughta be here workin anyway. i got way too much to do.
*le sigh*
let's see... what else again...
this step show shit is still givin me the runaround. tomorrow, damnit. i been sayin this forever, but tomorrow im callin & emailin all the ppl who refuse to get back w/ me.
ooh
and speakin of emails, rob emailed me like, outta the blue a few days ago.
:o/
all he said was hi & i didn't really know how to respond, so i did the grown up thing & apologized for the way i basically just stopped talkin to him w/ no explanation. it was kinda dirty & inconsiderate of me & i confessed to bein as such & pologized. he said it wasn't no problem & seems to be okay w/ evrything, whatever that is. he's back in maryland now, & truthfully im kinda glad. outta sight, outta mind, one less 'just friends' speech.
and on a totally random note, the beetches in the maintenance dept. turned off the damn heat AGAIN and now its finna be 40 damn degrees outside. my nose is all snotty & cold. if i were a dog that'd be a good thing, but gotdamnit
GOTDAMNIT
turn on my shit.
im makin some calls in the mornin.