not too much to report. just a buncha odds & ends.
im officially not goin to florida for spring break. dont have the money. or the patience, really.. i have a distinct feeling. so ill be at home tryna stay away from home.
maybe ill track dallas down.
oh, & okp illegal said he & his friend will be in town visiting some girl. i told him id show him around. which shld take all of 20 mintues.
im broke.
sooo broke.
man, i went to the store last nite & bought 11 dollars worth of food. i now have $5. maybe 6. i felt so bad after i got back to my room, wishin i hadnta went at all, but damn, i gotta eat.
i got a lil gift for my pookie poo but to thank him for the spiffy new phone he got me so i can now throw away that purple piece o shite ive had since freshman yr, but im speculatin on havin to take it back & gettin him sumthin later so i can have some extra fundage :o/
my mommy may come see me this weekend.
maybe she'll be charitable.
i sorta kinda hope she dont show this weekend tho cause i had planned to go find me some alcohol & spend the weekend in a drunken stupor. i mean, it was only gon be a $4 bottle of wine, but still. i wanna make drunken phone calls to ppl so i can hear the funny stories the mornin after.
ah, well.
bright side to her comin (other than just enjoyin her company, as always) is that she's brangin me two boxes of..... *drumroll*
...SAMOAS!!! only the BEST girl scout cookies known to man & the last thing i need in my life right now. i been feelin fat lately man.. this immobility due to the knees things is gettin to me.
i go to the dr the monday of spring break, which is the 8th, i think. hopefully ill get straightened out then. they dont hurt nearly as bad as they were, and some/most days i dont even feel any pain at all, which is good. but other joints hurt on & off tho, which is bad.
we'll see what happens, tho. keep ur toes crossed cause i gotta get movin again.
frank x came & read yesterday. got my book signed. i was slick & conned him into givin me his email address. the stalking officially begins now.. lol
they printed my rebuttal in today's paper. im interested to see if there'll be any additional response to that... i checked my email today half expectin to see something form that amanda girl, but there wasn't. i was a tad disappointed.
it's wild to me sometimes that history is continually being written. as we speak haitian rebels are poised to take over the capital. new york will begin marrying gay couples tomorrow. these are things our kids are gonna read about in history books, & when they read their reports on them to us well be able to look at the pages and say 'yeah, i remember that.'
creepy.
ive been doin research all day on my paper for my blk feminist theory class. i hit the lab at 12:30 & didn't leave til 7:00 pm. and u know what? i enjoyed it. see, if they wldn't make me read and learn and write about such stupid shit i'd hate this place a lot less and do a lot better on the assignments they give me.
im tryin to write it on blk women, feminism & hip hop. i dont have a thesis or an angle yet, but i wanna approach it so as not to run it into the ground and only talk about how demeaning damaging and degrading it is. i feel so pressed to defend it & its culture b/c all we talk about in class is the bad shit & i know that that's all the majority of america sees--the bad shit.
