kay.
so i managed to get out to k-state's homecomin & the festivities this weekend.
i looked nice, yo. i dont be tootin my own horn like that, but after weeks & weeks of lookin homless & schizophrenic, i looked nice. cleaned myself up. rocked the new jeans & top. cleavage! i had some cleavage goin on! hair all twisted & nice. sex boots. i looked nice. i clean up pretty good.
k-state played central state. i kept tellin candis it was their homecomin game, but she kept assertin that blk schools dont have basketball homecomins & that it's just a rivalry. as such, the game shld have been 5 dollars as usual, according to her. we get there & it's $8. tracy was right. candis was wrong. all she said was 'oh. im sorry.'
i wanna hear this girl say 'im wrong' or 'you were right' at least once before we graduate.
anyway
we posed to leave at 6:45, me, candis, malynta & lanetta.
candis asked me to get to her crib at 6:40. im lollygaggin so i get there 5 minutes later & stressin cause im late.
this chick is in the baffroom JUST startin on her hair.
long story short, we didn't fuckin LEAVE LEXINGTON til 7:30, which is what time the game started. it's round ab out a 45 minute drive to richmond. we get to the game just as halftime is over. it's packed, so we in the nosebleed section. felt like we sat down 5 minutes then the game was over.
$8 down the tube.
oh, and remember hatin ass chris? the dude that stood us up for MLK day for some bitch ass modelin gig? we saw him. we were standin against the wall waitin for malynta to get her ticket and he walks by. i know he saw us. i wasn't gon say a damn thang.. i was just gon let him be shady. but candis (of course) yells out his name.
he turns around & walks back. hugs candis. opens his arms to me. i extend for a handshake.
'ooh damn.. it's like that?'
we got beef dude. we got some serious beef.
'man, im sorry tho, i just couldnt---'
mhmm. for real. that's messed up, dude. didn't even tell me.
'yeah, but i mean, i told teddy and--'
sweetie teddy lives in F L O R I D A. teddy has nothin to do w/ this. u shld have called *me*
--yall.. this is where he looks me dead in the eye and with a straight face tells me--
'but i don't have your number, though.'
(bitch, PLEASE)
so i called him on his lie. candis is like 'that was a pretty bad one, dawg.'
'yeah, yeah, i know. i know.'
so blah blah blah, he makes to leave. gives candis another hug (i know she was excited about that). makes to hug me and again gets a handshake.
u gon hafta work up to the hug again, dude. holla.
bitch.
so anyway
that was a wasted $8.
*IIII* wanted to go to the fuckin Apollo talent show @ UK but candis insisted on the game. that was the one thing she had her heart set on doin, so i aint say nuthin. that was bullshit tho.
i shld mention that a dude from central state and some of his friends drove down for the game from ohio.
so
the game lets out & we're tryna make a decision as to which party to go to. we're all broke, so im like 'whatever's cheapest.' k-state afterparty was $10. uk's apollo afterparty was $7 before 11pm. it was alread 10:30. wasn't no way we was gon make it back to lexington in time, but when candis called our friend albert to see what was goin on @ UK, he said just call him & he'd get us in for $7. cool.
we still standin IN THE FUCKIN COLD w/ evrybody goin 'what do u wanna do?' 'i dont care, it's up to yall' 'it dont matter!'
i really hate that about candis. she's such a fuckin sheep, man, she never ever speaks up on her behalf or asserts herself. she's always followin & catering to the crowd, so i knew she wasn't gon make a decision. lanetta was suggestin the uk party cause it was the one the cld afford to get in w/ albert's $7 discount. the biggest suggestion candis made was to go sit in the car and continue to go 'what do u wanna do?' 'it don't matter, it's up to yall.' so on the way back, im like fuck it. albert said it was plenny ppl at uk, it's cheaper... do yall wanna do that?
malynta was like 'okay'
netta said 'yeah, $7 sounds a whole lot better than $10'
candis: 'that's fine, it dont matter.'
we get in the car and before we leave the fuckin parkin lot i tell candis 'just know that we dont have to go to lex if u dont want to.. ill make sure netta gets in so we can stay here if u want to. if we leave this parkin lot for lexington right now, it's of your own volition.'
so we drive back to lexington.
get there, we caint find albert, so we gotta pay the damn $10 to get in, plus i lent netta $2 so she cld get in.
it was a standard UK party. ppl standin round too pretty to move, lil greek lines movin thru the crowd in damn evrybody's way. they annoy me. well, the sigmas had a nice tall half nekkid sweaty piece of man in they line twerkin it out, so i wasn't mad at them. the rest were just irritating tho.
but what irritated me more than that bullshit was Mista. my god. me, candis & britt met Mista and CJ through a friend of brittany's. they all went to Berea College. freshman year we met them. apparently Mista--fuck that, i aint even capitalizin that nigga name no more--mmmmmmmmmista tried to holla @ me that year & claims that i 'didn't give him the time of day.' u know what, that's prolly true. i was scared of boys freshman year, for god's sake. it wasn't nuthin personal. and i wld have told him this but his drunk ass was too busy whinin and bitchin about it the whole damn night.
i walk in, hadn't seen him since my birfday last yr, and reach out to hug him after he hugs candis. he acks like he's gon be cordial & receive, but then he 'fakes me out' and keeps movin along.
'ouch. i've been slighted. cut to the core.'
the fuck outta here.
so he's talkin to candis & havin a tantrum, talkin but im 'sometimey' and all this other bullshit. at this point i dont know what the fuck crawled tween his cheeks & died, nor wld i have cared for real if he just wasn't treatin me like a damn stepchild evrytime he opened his mouth to speak to me. OR candis for that matter. so finally im like 'dude. do u hate me? what did i do to deserve all this?'
then that's when he starts talkin bout me not givin him the time of day. 4.years.ago. and this is a grown ass man, yall. grown ass man. he graduated like 1, 2 yrs ago. grown ass man. he was sayin all this in a somewhat jokin mood, but he really meant & believes that shit. and i think it stems from the MSN conversation we had like 3 months ago (how hw got my msn name, i have no idea) when he was like 'seriously... did u ever even think about givin me a chance?' now.. if i lie & say 'yes,' he's gon try to holla at me again & i caint hear all that right now, plus i'd be lyin which is shady. so im honest & say 'no, i honestly didn't.' apparently he took it personal & is STILL takin it personal.
so he keeps on & im just like 'okay, shld i apologize? do u want me to say im sorry? what can i do short of marrying u that will make u not hate me anymore?'
'naw naw, i dont hate u man it's cool'
NIGGA SHUT UP ABOUT IT THEN.
ugh.
so for the rest of the night he's all hugged up on candis from behind just grindin his lil bits & pieces all up on her (male attention. candis was lovin it im sure) & lookin at me & rollin his eyes like im posed to get jealous or somethin.
i just laffed at that site.
in so many words he tells me that he now wants to holler at candis. im like okay. then he fucks up and gasses candis' head some more and tells her that the reason that neither he or CJ tried to holla at candis freshman year was because they both wanted to holla at her. LOOOOOOOOORD that girl takes shit to the head like u wldn't believe.
the rest of the night was spent talkin bout CJ. we went to get some food after we left the party & that's all she talked about 'CJ's so cute!' 'me & CJ wld have the cutest kids!' 'CJ CJ CJCJCJCJCJCJ!!!' finally i told her in all seriousness-
'you got one more CJ comment before i shut down and stop listenin to u completely.'
and i was so serious.
and u know why i think she was goin on like that?
cause she's jealous, competitive & possessive as hell when it comes to dudes.
when i said hi to CJ i gave him a hug or whatever, & since evryone else in our lil circle of friends at least talks to him like, once a month, i shoot him my phone number. candis is like, glaring at me & she aint think i saw. im thinkin 'dude... he don't even know my damn name for god's sake. he called me stacy. erase the hate.'
so then we start dancin a lil bit, right?
we at the table eatin:
'and im mad that u got to dance w/ CJ & i didn't.'
*lightbulb*
she's jealous.
unjustly so. CJ's adorable but i aint even tryna get on it.
me & candis is posed to be cool, on a distant-but-almost-close sister type level. but yo i got a feelin she'd hate me over a dude in a minute. and it always seems to be me she's competitive with. teddy flat out told me once that she's jealous of me.
?
why?
that shit is both unneccessary and unattractive.
but i digress.
so mista's givin me bullshit the whole nite & i smell like smoke & im not really havin much fun. we're there for 30 minutes when the dj plays 'head bussas.' ppl start moshin in the middle, throwin up they sets. it was all fun.. there was even a lil midget man in rocawear there & they picked his lil ass up & threw him in the fun.
me, netta & malynta had migrated closer to the middle cause malynta wanted to mingle & i wanted to get away from mista & candis.
3 minutes after the song is on, somebody starts fightin. then another fight starts. crowd starts runnin (you know how blk ppl do). i damn near get trampled & i end up in the corner near one of the exits. ppl start throwin chairs. im hemmed up waaaaay too close to ppl i dont know.. folk pushin, runnin tryna get out. it was almost a stampede, yo. it was wild.
so of course they shut the party down.
$10 wasted.
actually 12 since i spotted Netta $2.
comes to a total of $20 bucks down the whole, plus money to eat. i am now officially broke.
and here's the kicker folks:
do you know that candis had the NEVER to try (i say try cause i squashed that shit quick) to blame ME for such a sucky evening?
i love her yall.
but bitch, please.
don't even.
so i came home, mad & pissed.
this weekend was an utter waste of sexy & money.
im tempted to say 'well at least i saw some blk people'
but fuck that. i'da rather stayed home.
