so first things first-
i had the date mixed up for my GRE. it wasnt monday. it was tuesday.
i dont think i did well. what shocked me was that i did better on the math section than the VERBAL section. AND I DIDNT EVEN FINISH THE MATH SECTION!!!
490 verbal
570 math
dunno what i got on the writing.
im just glad its over.
what else, what else..
i feel mad and aggrivated tonight. first let's talk abt how it was near 70 degrees today. saturday the high will only be 26. so that
and tsunamis
and mudslides
and rain in southern california when tony toni tone said it never does that
and earthquakes
and flooding
the fk is goin on!
crazy man.
i was sort of forced out of my house tonight. i assumed itd be a quick deal. sean called me after i got home from work and said he was gonna be in the area & he was gonna visit teddy at the studio (at which pt i rolled my eyes) and he was gonna come through. im like okay fine. i hadnt seen him in months, literally, cause he had his license revoked and i had his christmas present and he has mine so we'd been plannin for the past month to exchange. so when he called today i didnt wanna go, but i felt obligated. so i did.
let me mention here that he aint even have my present with him.
anyway
we get to the studio and sit for like an hr and a half. i mean its a nice studio. nice equipment.. dunno abt the dudes who was usin it tho. i mean they beats was okay, but i grew bored w/ their sounds. and they were nice so i nodded my head for em a bit. mostly me and sean just sat and laughed and joked. so did teddy. he didnt really do anything.
i still dont feel completely comfortable in his presence and id rather not be in it just yet for reasons both obvious and unexplainable. we can kick it like 15 mins before i start looking for an exit. oh, and how bout teddy still aint drivin so he rode w/ me and sean back to my house when he dropped me off.
they came in and said hi to my mama. she likes them, as does like everyone else. they're good dudes.
she fuckin loves teddy though. and he's such a suck up. so they're catchin up and she moves behind him in his chair and taps his shoulder. he's all 'and feel free to give me a massage if u feel so inclined'
so we all sittin there, she massagin him and just eatin up everything, and he's been buggin her for some chili (he, the supposed vegetarian.. lyin ass), so of course she perks right up and offers to make him some.
sean's there so she offers him some too.
on saturday.
THIS saturday.
6:00.
my house.
muh
ther
fuck.
yall i dont wanna sound like a bad person but damn, she aint even ask me what i was doin saturday. i am completely unexcited abt this.
so now im grumpy and grumbly.
and i didnt get to work on my fucking application tonight.
*sigh* i feel bad. they really are good dudes.
we just aint at the kickin-it-like-old-homies tip yet, teddy & i arent.