the danger in loving a poet (why i cant write a poem for u)
the danger in loving a poet is that words are never promised they must be precise carefully carved w/ sharp tongue velvet-handled diamond-studded they must come storming into the world in pretty little whispers or they must not come at all they must cut and bury themselves inside the softest places and sweetly gnaw permanent homes for themselves else they are smothered by frustrated mouths devoured by merciful kisses
poets are prone to eating their sickly young and are never satisfied with 'i love you' so if a poet loves you how will you know?
sneak around corners and look for her sitting at her computer screen or hunched over the pages of a blank notebook crying & feigning allergy attacks b/c she doesnt want u to know listen for the rage in angry strokes of her rusty typewriter keys listen to her fingertips in the interim while u lay waiting for something to happen
when the words dont fit in her mouth anymore when those three words pucker her face til all her features huddle in one corner when they hurt her feelings cause they aren't whole enough to mean what she really means
when piece just dont end right no more when she cant seem to place the period...
its hard
u have to be smart loving poets to know that when she stops writing for u its just cause words arent good enough for u anymore