ya mama got jell-o feet w/ fruit in the toes.

when old friends resurface.

brittany's back. so is another friend from my transy days whom id thought i'd long lost contact with. by 'back' i mean that we talk to each other via the net, brittany and i through email a couple times a week, my other friend through an instant messenger less frequently.

its weird.

they both pickin up, or attempting to, right where we left off. laughin and jokin, 'remember when'ing, compliments just flowin like wine in rome.

i mean its cool.

just weird.

i still got some things to get over and push aside between britt and i. im workin on that, and i feel pretty good about it. i'll see her over thanksgiving break. supposedly. that still sort of remains to be seen.

communication with the other friend is... awkward. long story.

between the two of them, though, i like being reminded of happier times. that makes me feel a little stronger, at least temporarily, self-esteem wise.

speakin of which, ive been pretty upbeat all week today. leaving that dreaded campus, especially for a long weekend, does that to me.

im excited about writing. ive got some really good concepts and ideas in my head.

im scared to do them tho :o(

im outta werds for now.

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congrats on ur new place! :o)

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