writing the first line. sure. makes sense for most people, i gather.
but for me? hardest part isnt just writing the first line. it's sitting down at my medium of choice and preparing to write it. all the stuff that comes before the first line. i'm struggling with that these days.
im struggling with preparing to do lots of things. it typically doesn't go beyond me saying to myself 'i need to do this' or 'i'm going to do this.' it's like my proverbial feet are proverbially stuck to the proverbial floor. proverbially.
progress report: i'm runnin on fumes.
im low on everything. determination, dedication. follow-through. get up & go. energy, will. sometimes optimism. and that keeps me from getting a lot of a lot of stuff done.
im homesick denna mug.
i'm flyin home for 9 days on the 20th. hopefully it'll be just what i need to refuel and get some sht done around here.