ya mama got jell-o feet w/ fruit in the toes.

i need to beautify myself.

i feel so horribly unattractive lately.
nothing in my life right now makes me feel pretty.

i need to do laundry so ive been layin around in lounging clothes--they look exactly the way u're probably imagining them

my hair.. oh, god my hair.

i need a perm. badly. not because my roots are out of control, but because im shedding like mad and my hear is breakin off like crazy. i cant go home to get it done, obviously. i *have* to find somewhere to go at LEAST to get it trimmed, cause i know i cant do that myself, especially since it's layered. i'd really like to go to somebody here and get a touch up, a trim, and a roller wrap, but im very afraid of what i'll be charged--its only $40-45 at home, im 95% certain i wont find prices like that here--and i absolutely hate having somebody new do my hair. i was like that even at home too.

plus...
the permed ladies ive seen here..
...yea. i dont think ive seen anybody that i'd ask a recommendation from.

and plus my "ceramic" flat iron? the "ceramic" is rubbing off of the plates.
wtf.
so i need another one of those. a REAL one. feel free to buy me one, whoever's reading.

so until i can figure out what to do about my hair, im gonna work on everything else, starting with this apartment. its so gross. when i dont have any heat, i dont feel like doing anything that i cant do buried beneath 10 lbs of cover, so i havent cleaned at all in days. my heat is finally back on now though (that was a huge ordeal that i dont even wanna discuss right now), so im gonna clean this little rag tag apartment like its never been cleaned before

then im gonna do some personal pruning--shave some stuff, pluck some stuff, trim some stuff
then im gonna give myself a manicure
then a peticure, make my toes all nice again
give myself a long pampering facial

and do some laundry finally.. im so trife

and then
i'll spazz out over my hair.

if any philly ladies reading this have any suggestions on what i cld do/where to go, please leave them here.

and if your suggestion is to go natural, please go find a busy highway and take a nap in the middle of it.

thanks!
:o)

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