ya mama got jell-o feet w/ fruit in the toes.

rant.

sometimes

sometimes i think i give too much

i give and i give and i give and i give and i bend til i almost break and then i stop only long enough to straighten up so i can bend some more

and then i give some and i give some and i give some more til its all gone

and then i start volunteering internal organs

sometimes without so much as a thank you
& usually without a kidney or a liver or something offered up in return

i dont know if this is always healthy
and ive tried to stop several times
but i literally and physically cant when it comes to ppl i care abt
and when it comes to ppl i love? forgetabtit.

i dont give to receive
but if karma is real, its high time for a payback

i am either the best friend/whateveriam in existance, or the prettiest doormat there ever was.

i am very discouraged tonite
god willing, itll be gone by morning




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